Harry Potter masterlist

Wednesday, 11 March 2020 10:59 pm
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NB: these fics are listed chronologically within their categories, so the best stuff is probably at the end.

If you’d like to make a podfic or translation or remix or do something else inspired by one of my fics, I am thrilled and delighted; please go ahead. I would ask that you please drop me a link, and if you’re all right with it I’ll rec and put a link on the fic and my masterlists. My fic ‘Unforgivable’ is a bit of an exception to the remix/inspired by rule - I will almost certainly be fine if you do anything with it, but it’s the one I have a special attachment to so please ask me first. Thanks very much.

I love comments on older fics. I am always thrilled to get concrit, even if it’s just ‘I didn’t like this part’ - you don’t need to analyse my writing to have a perspective, although obviously analysis is fantastic. Go for it, you’ll make me happy!

***Indicates my favourites***

Fics (stories over 1000 words):

Pairing: Harry/Draco )

Pairing: Pansy/Hermione )

Pairing: Ron/Draco )

Pairing: Severus/Draco )

Pairing: Other )

Ficlets (stories under 1000 words):

Pairing: Harry/Draco )

Pairing: Ron/Draco )

Pairing: Pansy/Draco )

Pairing: Other (Slash) )

Pairing: Other (Femmeslash) )

Pairing: Other (Het) )

Gen )


Pairing: Harry/Draco )

Pairing: Ron/Draco )

Pairing: Neville/Draco )

Pairing: Severus/Draco )

Pairing: Other (Slash) )

Pairing: Other (Femmeslash) )

Pairing: Other (Het) )

Drabble series

The Smitten series (Harry/Draco) )

The Poor Kingsley!verse (Harry/Draco) )

The So Much For series (some Blaise/Draco, will end Harry/Draco) )

The Silver Snitch series (Harry/Draco) )

The Incubus Series (Harry/Draco) )

The Parole Series (Ron/Draco) )


Pairing: Harry/Draco )

Buffy/Angel Masterlist

Wednesday, 11 March 2020 10:55 pm
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Please ignore the spurt of posts while I get my masterlists up, thank you. :)

Fandom: Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel )

'Other' masterlist

Wednesday, 11 March 2020 10:04 pm
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Here are the fics that come under 'other' - Doctor Horrible, crossovers, and Torchwood.

The Other One )

Skanc Alley

Saturday, 1 October 2016 05:54 pm
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Title: Skanc Alley
Word count: ~2700
Characters/pairings: Ron/Draco
Rating: Explicit
Content: general kinking on power dynamics & prostituion; light D/s undertones
Summary: Ron wants to roleplay him having rentboy!Draco. Draco doesn’t get it.
Author’s Notes: I am so proud of this fic title I can’t tell you.

This was written for Daily Deviant in September - my chosen theme was "chrematistophilia" (being aroused by paying for sex) with a smidge of "facials".

On AO3

Skanc Alley )
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Title: At Her Beck And Call
Author: [personal profile] lokifan
Word count: ~2200
Characters/pairings: Bill/Fleur/Draco
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Fleur’s having a long day at work. Bill decides she deserves some entertainment.
Content: Erotic humiliation, dom/sub dynamics; phone/Floo sex
Disclaimer: The boys and girls belong to JKR, even though I’m often much nicer to them than she is.
Author’s Notes: I finished and posted this for August’s amnesty over at [insanejournal.com profile] daily_deviant; it was originally started for a “phone/Floo sex” theme.

Also, this is like… the third or fourth threesome I’ve written Bill in. And I hardly ever write him. I guess I think the oldest Weasley would be really good about sharing?

On AO3 here

At Her Beck and Call )

Bi visibility

Friday, 23 September 2016 11:55 pm
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It's bi visibility day! Bi visibility is AWESOME. You know why? I was interested in LGBT stuff from when I was... fourteen, right, when I got interested in politics generally. I had out gay friends and had a (very vague, born-in-the-wrong-body-narrative) sense of what being trans was. And I was SIXTEEN before I knew what the B stood for. SIXTEEN. SIXTEEEEEEN.

It would've saved me literally all of my sexuality-related confusion, in retrospect, if bi people - who surveys suggest SIGNIFICANTLY OUTNUMBER gay people - were not invisible.

Also, not wanting to make it all about me: bi people are significantly more likely to suffer depression, to be closeted, and to self-harm or self-medicate than straight or even gay people. Bi women are THREE TIMES as likely to be raped as our straight sisters. That last, shocking fact is likely associated with the fact that abusers are really good at finding people who are vulnerable, dismissed by the social order, and unlikely to be believed if they report abuse - and the twin stereotypes of bi people as slutty and deceitful mean that bi women are even less likely to be believed if they report a sexual assault. So we can all do a bit to fight back against those terrible statistics, just in small, day-to-day ways.

♥ Sending hugs and love to all my bi peeps
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Saturday night in so I wanna do some memes and chat :D

This is one of [livejournal.com profile] amorette's, which I saved for a rainy day. (BTW, today is COLD and GREY and I am so happy. AUTUMNNNNNN.)

Fandoms: Potter, Buffy/Angel, MCU (including Jessica Jones and Agent Carter), Steven Universe, Supergirl/Flash/Arrow, Glee, Dark Angel, AtLA/Korra, Orphan Black, Doctor Who, White Collar, Black Butler, #6, Pretty Little Liars. Also Diana Wynne Jones books. IDK I'm pretty flexible :D

Sexuality headcanon
I ship them with
A random headcanon
General opinion

Orrrr if that all seems too much like hard work, we can turn to my favourite old stand-by: you ask me a question, and I'll answer and also ask you a question that's somehow related to yours.
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Hey, I never told you guys I was at the last day of Nine Worlds! It was SUPER brief so sadly I didn’t meet any flisters (and saw like five people across the bar I wanted to chat with and then they were gone. *waves at [personal profile] rozk and [profile] abigailb*) It was great though. At about 11a.m. I was at Miss Godfrey and Ginger Nut’s flat, having stayed over after bridesmaid-ing, and feeling happy but very sweaty and morning-after-y, when what do I see? A Facebook post offering a Sunday pass because a friend of mine, sadly, had ill family members. So I nabbed it, went home and showered, and then LAST SIX HOURS OF NINE WORLDS YAY. Which just consisted of barcon, basically, but it was lovely to stop in and soak up the energy.

Also hahaha it was funny being in that particular place, because like. Suddenly am not the femme-iest queer girl in the room! *hugs [profile] dora_the_nymph and her glitter nail varnish* And at the wedding - well both brides are very femme, right, but I was in this plunging bridesmaid dress with a massive petticoat and sparkly heels, and then some mutual friends from uni showed up, who were two lesbians + girlfriends all rocking the buttoned-up-shirt-and-jeans uniform. The five of us went outside to hang out/smoke, and I looked around and was just like ...yes, yep, I am definitely on one side of this dynamic.

(A ~friend of mine did my hair before a fancy evening one time, and I loooove getting my hair played with and pulled and she was being all subtly dominant and it was great. But it does make me laugh in retrospect because like, how do femme women flirt with each other? CONSTRUCTING ELABORATE UPDOS. Obviously.)

drunken family wedding shenanigans - not mine )

ANYWAY. I’m staying in tonight and looking at jobs abroad (my work has become very part-time, I don’t think it’ll be tenable after October) and I’m thinking I’ll do a meme to encourage chatting. I’ve missed you guys.

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So I have a question: what songs do you guys associate with fandom? Not just with a particular character, pairing or canon (although obviously that can end up fitting the bill) but with fandom itself as a place, experience, or group of people.

Here are my three to start, in ascending order of soppiness. Feel free to be more sarcastic in your own selections :D

my people, my partners, my plan )

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Stories of tortures used by debauchers
Lurid, licentious and vile
Make me smile
All books can be indecent books
Though recent books are bolder
For filth, I'm glad to say, is in the mind of the beholder
I could tell you stories about Peter Pan
And the Wizard of Oz, there's a dirty old man!


Sunday, 28 August 2016 03:21 pm
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Guys it’s been a week and I think it’s going to stick. Horrifyingly.

Of course there’ll always be AUs. And on an intellectual level I think changing mediums and introducing a bunch more creative voices means that the play can’t be part of the text of the novels, so it’s not really ‘canon’ in that sense - but it does FEEL like part of the whole to me. I just…

I can’t ship Harry/Draco in a CC-compliant world.

I’m thrilled with their characterisation and evolving relationship in the play but )
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Part two of my massive rambling Cursed Child post be here. This is getting more into plot, thematic stuff, and particular scenes/moments. spoilers abound, natch )

Sleeptime for me now :) I promise I’ll catch up on comments tomorrow!

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That was stunning. Truly one of the best pieces of theatre I've ever seen; maybe the best. And I see quite a bit of theatre. As a production in itself it’s slick, funny, emotional, brilliantly put together. And I loved the story.

I can totally see why I heard a couple of people say they thought the idea sounded silly or “like bad fanfic” but as I thought at the time, "a lot of great theatre would sound ridiculous if you just explained the plot”. And yeah. I’m now reading the script and again, I can easily imagine how that would be “meh” which I’ve seen several times, including from non-fandom people - but in performance it is honestly BRILLIANCE. The script, as a friend of mine said, is maybe 5% of everything.

Sorry, I’m aware that I’m very lucky to live within thirty minutes of the West End, and that is probably a really annoying thing to hear. But it’s true.

I’m going to assume you’ve read or seen the play, but if you want me to explain stuff in comments I totally can!

This turned out to be many many words, so I’m going to put it in two parts for all our sakes. This is the stuff about specific characters, and then the next post will be everything else.


Cursed Child Eve

Saturday, 20 August 2016 11:39 pm
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Tomorrow I’m going to see Cursed Child! So excited!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I’ve heard great things from my friends who’ve actually seen it. A lot of ‘meh’, ‘middling’, ‘disappointing’ kind of noises from those who’ve read the script, but theatre lives in performance and the reviews have been stellar so I’m expecting great things. I have very little idea about the plot - thank you for cutting spoilers, everyone. I was originally going to see the play in late June, but then moving to Italy happened. I’m so lucky because it was riiiight as I was about to go nuts and dive into a pile of spoilers that a lovely fandom friend offered a spare ticket.

This is weird and lovely. It doesn't feel like new Potter to me in the way the books did, because it's a different medium - but it is a medium I love and I really have no expectations. Man I'm glad I have no particular feelings about the next gen, although I do definitely have feelings and Draco and his family, including the next generation of it.

(I thought about writing an epilogue-compliant H/D at one point where they sleep together, and for Harry it's this grand revelation and anguished emotion and he asks Draco to leave Astoria, and Draco's like "...but I have an open marriage, and I love her. I'm happy with my wife, it's not my fault if you're not happy with yours." And Harry's all emotional and Draco can't not be affected by it, in all these complicated painful ways because of all their history. But he talks about how Astoria was old enough to be hugely affected by the war, but not old enough to be required to take sides (if you imagine her as three or four years younger). And the Greengrasses weren't Death Eaters. She had the chance to choose someone else and she chose him, despite all the stains of his past, the sins of his father. And that's always what Draco wanted, to be chosen. And how could he ever repay that by walking away? So it ends with Harry heartbroken, poor kiddo, and Draco as always putting his family above everything else and having Astoria do the same for him. Anyway...)

It’s lovely to have this be my first play now I’m back in London as well - I did miss the theatre living in Cagliari!

AFTER ALL IT’S ONLY ONE MORE SLEEP TIL ~CURSED CHILD (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

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Friday, 19 August 2016 11:43 pm
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So there’s a very cute boy at work with curly ginger hair, who’s kind of geeky - he’s mentioned “cosplay”, he’s a philosophy graduate who’s studying maths for fun and he really wants me to watch Vikings. We get on v well.


In those words. The words of someone who knows.

It was a group lunchtime conversation. Vikings and their attractiveness had come up via Boy’s love for this TV programme. (I’m sorry, my usual devotion to silly nicknames has been overwhelmed by this situation.) And then...

LOKIFAN: There’s a lot of Viking romance novels.
BOY: Yeah but there’s a lot of Harry/Draco slash fiction.
LOKIFAN: blink. blink. blink
LOKIFAN: There’s nothing wrong with that!
BOY: I know, I’ve written most of it.

Boy leaves. Lokifan is left to FREAK THE FUCK OUT internally while surrounded by colleagues

SO YEAH. I mean what he said was vaguely derogatory but he said it in a slight undertone, and then left the room, in a way that reads embarrassed to me? And I do have my lightning bolt tattoo. He’s also mentioned privately he suffers from depression. It totally seems like he might be a fannish type - he’s just the sort of person who would be - who correctly read me as one too but was unsure.


Fingers crossed for bi/heterosexuality, guys, because basically he’s secretly gay or my soulmate.

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Muddled metaphors

Wednesday, 17 August 2016 11:29 pm
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So I haven’t got too deeply into Steven Universe fandom yet, and I don’t think the conversation about Jasper & Lapis Lazuli is the top one right now. But I had an interesting conversation about it at Nine Worlds yesterday. So my reading based on what we have so far is that Jasper and Lapis had an abusive relationship, in which Lapis was the abuser.

Totally happy to expand & discuss in comments/future posts, but that’s not really what this one is about.

It’s about setting something from a fantasy world up as a metaphor for something from ours, and the confusion that can result when your characters’ reaction to the something, while logical within their in-universe laws, messes with the metaphor.

cut for discussion of sexual assault - allegorical and otherwise - in Steven Universe and Buffy )

cut for extended Tru Blood example of extending a metaphor in terrible ways )

This stuff is so hard. And that’s without even getting into changing what something in-universe is a metaphor for - I actually don’t have a problem with this, but I know a few people who really hated how in S4 of Buffy magic was lesbian connection/love/sex, and in S6 it was drugs.

...I have no snappy concluding sentence, apparently.

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Hi guys! I’m sorry to have gone silent. I haven’t posted in seven weeks, wow - that’s a really long time for me. In that month I moved country and started a new job though, as well as a few other things.

I was going to do one post about being back in the UK and then a separate post about the EU referendum and everything related to it because WOW DEPRESSING POST THERE LOKI, but it turns out I can’t because it’s been so deeply embedded in everything since. A post about the Sardinian experience will appear later, but...

it’s honestly been a process of grieving )

Life in general is very busy - I’m doing evening work at least three nights a week, and still trying to find a job for September and finish all the admin of moving. But it’s mostly pretty good - am super-poor but that’ll be better in September and have had some great soshul tiems lately. New colleagues are nice and there’s so much happening in London in summer. Just need to not think about the wider world or the fandomy stuff I was hoping I’d be able to do.

Oh, and the busy meant I missed Erised sign-ups. Saaaad. :( Signing up to pinch-hit tho!

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Thursday, 23 June 2016 09:15 pm
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Sorry, I know all my posts recently have been in the middle of the Venn diagram of ‘politics’ and ‘horribly, horribly depressing’. But guys I am FREAKING OUT about the EU referendum.

Thank God for living in Sardinia because I’ve been able to live in a state of more-or-less denial. Obviously Facebook and the papers have been full of it, but apparently posters in windows and leaflets and everything are ubiquitous right now in the UK.

I am TERRIFIED. I teach English as a foreign language, and when I was working in London, my students asked about it every so often and I assured them it wouldn’t happen. Because we’re not that stupid, and also having City boys and lefty liberals on the same side of the ball doesn’t often happen. So surely we would win?

And we won’t know anything for two hours yet because legally the exit polls stay secret until everyone’s voted, to stop them influencing the process.

If you don’t know much/anything about it I’m happy to give you the rundown, but this post isn’t about me venting all the many reasons, both idealistic and pragmatic, why staying in the EU is the best choice for the UK (and why everything I’ve heard from lefty Leave supporters is frankly ludicrous). It’s just about I AM SO SCARED )
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MP Jo Cox, who campaigned tirelessly for refugees and against modern slavery, was murdered today by a man shouting “Britain First!”

I’m just in shock.

The guy stabbed her outside her constituency surgery. For those who don’t know what that means - she was a Member of Parliament, one of our elected representatives from the higher House, and she was doing one of the regular sessions MPs have where members of their constituency can meet them and ask for help.

a sad, shameful day for the UK )

Hate crime

Monday, 13 June 2016 02:25 am
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I’ve been rather disconnected this weekend -- working, and the beach, and trying to sort my sleep schedule - so I just heard about the Orlando shooting.

And after the initial wave of horror and sadness, came telling myself: well, we have gun control where I live. (And then remembering a friend’s story about guys with weapons waiting in the car park outside a gay club and the patrons sneaking out the back. This was in 2010.) Well, this is part of the anti-LGBTQ backlash happening in the States. We’re not having that here.

Which is just a horrible way to be thinking; it’s small-minded and selfish, or it feels that way, even though I’m not sure I’d think that about other people. But that’s why hate crimes are a particular threat against the social order, of course. It’s not solely a horrific act of violence against dozens of innocent people, not just a crime against everyone who loved them; it’s also a warning to queer people everywhere. Remember to feel vulnerable and know that people hate you.


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