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So, I’ve been reading Elkins’ meta about the Crouch family. I am absolutely fascinated. It doesn’t hurt that Julius and Brutus, and another Brutus, are repeatedly referenced. I have a strong desire to go and write Crouch/Crouch to work out some of my thoughts about their relationship. But since I have deadlines, I can’t. So I started to think about why the younger Barty Crouch appeals to me so much more than his father.

Frail, brilliant blonds with overbearing parents tend to interest me anyway. :) But this particular character is a sadistic, fanatical Death Eater who tortured Draco, and I still like him a lot. Fanaticism I actually find interesting, particularly in this character. He’s massively loyal, if in a misguided way, and has no respect for those he considers to have turned traitor. Which makes it interesting that he said he was innocent at his trial. Terror? A long-term strategy of the kind his family excels at?

I think it’s easy to see where the fanaticism could come from, and how it could attach to what his father fought. Crouch senior seems to have been a tyrant in the home (before his son killed him. Sic semper tyrannis, bitch.) and generally dominant. Since Mrs Crouch managed to take Polyjuice every hour on the hour, while dying, in a place that sends people mad, we can conclude she was hardcore. A frail only child growing up there might well be primed to obey and subsume their own identity into a group – the family, then the Death Eaters. And since young Barty loved his mum and hated his father (insert sexual dysfunction of your choice here) I think his devotion to Voldemort makes perfect sense. A dominant male figure to protect this boy who’s grown up under his father’s thumb, but Barty could still feel rebellious. Bright-eyed, insane devotion to a cause just appeals to me a lot more than Crouch’s stern, self-righteous attitude: he wants to destroy the bad guys, not contain them. Fair enough, but considering civil liberties are my number one political cause, his methods are calculated to rub me up the wrong way.

I’ve been thinking about a lot of other things recently – sort of doggy-paddling, because of the remaining touch of writer’s block. (I think much better when I can write as I do it.) But thinking about motivations for an original, and this whole Crouch thing, made me realise that my own strongest instinct, overriden only by my curiosity, is the instinct to not obey. Not necessarily to disobey, although I do a lot of that. But just to not do as I’m told because it’s what I’m told. This is part of why blind faith is a pet peeve of mine: part of why if I were a Hogwarts student, and one of the few pupils special enough to enter the Headmaster’s office, I would smash it all up within minutes.

I mean, I recently decided to do something which my mother wanted me to. I knew she was going to tell me to do it, so I offered to before she could – specifically because I didn’t want her to think I was doing it because she said so. I do that kind of thing a lot. On Tuesday I had to do what my mum wanted even though I really didn’t want to. I still feel I’m bristling, like some wet and outraged cat, at the mere thought of it.

I tend to blithely disobey my parents a lot, and I have my entire childhood. And I don’t think it’s a result of their parenting: both my younger sisters obey them, and are eager to please in general. I, on the other hand, have never had a school report that wasn’t polarised between effusive and furious, based on whether or not I respected the subject teachers. I clearly remember working out a two-tier respect system when I was eleven. So I’d respect everyone in the sense that I wasn’t randomly rude. The respect due other humans because they’re humans, in other words. And then I’d decide whether the people in my life were competent enough for the vaguely deferent variety.

And I don’t think about it. It’s odd, trying to think about it consciously; this non-submission instinct is very strong, and so strong I’ve never thought about it. It’s particularly odd in that I have no desire to be a leader whatsoever. I don’t have a competitive bone in my body. But any hint of chains and I instantly bristle. (Yeah, yeah. The jokes are too easy.)

Crouch senior used the Imperius curse on his son. For years. UGH. No other word can express my instinctive repulsion. Just... UGH. I am physically hunching my shoulders with ‘eww’ness.

I’d sooner die than live under the yoke of Imperius for years. To quote Christopher Pike, “[I’d] rather be free than happy.” So, poll. Elaborate in comments should you wish. I’ll be especially interested to see if people answer the two questions differently.

[Poll #1404558]


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Date: 2009-05-24 12:55 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] kennahijja.livejournal.com
Of course my reply is due to a habit of making my logic rationalise my instincts ;). I can see the Imperius as almost as horribly abusive, but then it's the only one of the three where I can see inherent positive applications too...

Date: 2009-05-25 12:21 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] kennahijja.livejournal.com
I think the AK would be sort of justified in self defence?

I like the corrupted healer powers angle... it's very Elfquest ;).

Date: 2009-05-25 12:41 am (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] kennahijja.livejournal.com
You have a point about Stupefy... an excellent point, actually!

You mean you don't know Elfquest? OMG! It's the most beautiful comic book series *ever*, and their prime villain is a healer who has developed her powers to cause pain as well as heal.

Date: 2009-05-24 03:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] subtle-shades.livejournal.com
To be honest I think love potions are just as evil as Imperius. Possibly more so since the person under Imperius is apparently in a fog and persuaded/ordered to do things by an outside force while the person suffering from a love potion is forced to behave in certain ways, made to believe those behaviors are their own choices, and made to like it.

(That was why I never understod the disdain for Tom Riddle Senior. And I never understood why Tom Riddle Junior's choices were his fault. He was a victim for over a year and forced to enjoy every minute of it. When he's finally set free the loony who enslaved him has ruined his life, chased off the fiancee he actualy loved, saddled him with an unborn child that was basically the product of multiple rapes, and now expects him to love her. Frankly, I'm surprised he ever stopped running. And - Er... but this has nothing to with Barty Crouch Jr. so I'll shut up on it.)

As for Barty Crouch Jr... I got why he would go to Voldemort. I even understood why he would kill his father. I never thought that he knew what was going to happen to the Longbottoms. I always thought that he must have just joined the Death Eaters (almost literally as soon as he had his license to apparate). He gave info on his brutal father to Voldemort and in return Voldemort and his inner circle were kind to him. He was probably devistated when his 'protective' father-figure was destroyed. In his own less-violent way, he was probably just as distressed as the LeStranges over Voldemort's loss so the LeStranges brought him along on their quest to find Voldemort.

Despite his mark he was probably still a sweet, mostly naive boy before the Longbottoms were killed. And I think that if his father had shown him mercy at the trial, he may have been redeemable. After his father sent him to Azkaban and later enslaved him, though, I think that any sweetness the boy had was gone. His suffering made him his father's son - intelligent, driven, unforgiving, and cruel with a bloodlust. He was like a younger mirror!verse dark-Barty Crouch.

I never understood how an entire system, expecially such a small close-knit system like the wizarding world, could fail so many people so completely and utterly.

Date: 2009-05-25 12:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] subtle-shades.livejournal.com
Can you point me toward this Elkins-type-person?

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